Loneliness
If I was an animal, I imagine I would be a mole. Happily living underground, just minding my own business, digging long secret tunnels and eating all day long. Not interested in the world around me above. Not a care in the world. I do care though, that's the problem, I care too much. The world hurts! The constant feeling of dissociation makes me feel very alone. There are so many horrible things going on in the world every day that I cannot fix. I want to fix it, I do! There are people around me abusing other people, talking behind their backs, lying to your face, you have to read between the lines but I can't. I don't know how to. We are destroying the planet we live on, killing off wildlife, funding wars and murdering innocent people on a daily base. We've become numb. It's normal now. We have so many solutions to make things better but still, nothing changes. We hide behind everyday life, mind our own business, carry on like everything is fine. It's not fin
